When sorry does not cut it

When sorry is not enough

When your heart is broken in pieces

When each second is too much

How do you fix it?

How do you make it right?

When your head is spinning so fast

Making sense of it all to pray for some light

When all the questions start racing

Across your clouded mind

When every scenario gets played out

Trying to see where you had no sight

When your fear is getting stronger

Your heart is breaking more

When you cannot seem to take another breath

You ask what was this all for?

To wind up having fears confirmed,

To hearing the truth come out

The confusion and the pain are too much

I just want to shout

Someone help me through this

Someone lead the way

Someone tell me why

The need for all this pain

What lessons did I need to learn

What more heartache must I bare

I am so tired

I want to dream

There is often clarity there

Written 12/4/15